Anddddd now I’m acting like an idiot.

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Sigh, I drank again, and I’m just getting so bored and unstable out here. I’m worrying my friends, I guess I should stop talking about my crap so much with them…nobody’s told me to shut up, but I feel like such a pain.

I don’t know, I have a friend that totally has too much bullshit going on and I just stressed them out, I’m going to wait for them to approach me before I apologize…I don’t want to be overly clingy, I guess? Ugh, I want to go hide in a cave, lol.

Now I’m back in the self-obsession phase and just insane. I am so mad at myself for letting this happen.

At least I have an irl meeting on Tuesday. One ray of light.

Man, it’s just been straight-up downhill since my leg broke.

7 thoughts on “Anddddd now I’m acting like an idiot.

  1. The last place I was in “treatment” “rehab” what have you. A fellow there asked are you really done or are you just here to take a break. It hit me like a ton…lol I guess it’s a shit ton these days. You know what I’m sayin’? that was November 1998 “Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path”. etc.

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    • Thank you…That is wise, and something for me to think over… I had a year, and I don’t know where my head is at now, probably Jupiter, lol. I don’t want to go back to where I was.

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  2. It’s good that you can talk about it. When I’m spiraling sometimes I get very private and quiet and that’s a sure way to slip again.
    Wishing you more strength and I hope that Tuesday is a great time for lifting your spirits

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