Sigh, I drank again, and I’m just getting so bored and unstable out here. I’m worrying my friends, I guess I should stop talking about my crap so much with them…nobody’s told me to shut up, but I feel like such a pain.
I don’t know, I have a friend that totally has too much bullshit going on and I just stressed them out, I’m going to wait for them to approach me before I apologize…I don’t want to be overly clingy, I guess? Ugh, I want to go hide in a cave, lol.
Now I’m back in the self-obsession phase and just insane. I am so mad at myself for letting this happen.
At least I have an irl meeting on Tuesday. One ray of light.
Man, it’s just been straight-up downhill since my leg broke.