“I don’t know what I want, but it’s not this.”
So this figuring shit out thing might be more complicated than I anticipated.
But hell, frankly I’m doing great comparatively, and just dumped literally my whole life story on my therapist…poor woman has a novel waiting for her, lol.
The future seems somewhat exciting, now, just need to angle my finances correctly and weigh values and ugh. Damnit, addicts do recover, just in completely non-linear ways.